how was it? still the same. i can't expect the vp to talk any sense into me. anyway whatever they ( the vp, the teachers, the parents ) say, it will still be the same. ya, study study study. -_-

school life is boring. i've lost the life. i actually went straight home after school yesterday. it was a freaking friday and i reached home at 1.30pm. wtf. so bored that i slept through the whole afternoon. woke up at 6pm. did work. slept at 12mn and woke up at 10am this morning.

dunoo what to blog about already. byebye. i'm going out.

I'm finally back. After a million years. Haha. Life's all about studying now, it's no doubt that I would neglect my laptop. =p

The only thing that I can look forward to when in school are my friends and PE. Though, I didn't really enjoy the game that we are playing now. :x But it's the only avenue of fun. Played round robin super scoop on Thursday. My group pwned man. :D Myself, cp, litch, cheryl and jq. We were in court throughout the one hour, playing with the 2 other groups. Got stopped halfway cause the weather turned bad. Had early dismissal to prepare for photo-taking.

Class of 18 people only. So small. Had loads of fun and laughter. Had our formal shot first. Super Yay! Arranged according to height and I was the 4th tallest in class! :D And so I stood at the 2nd row instead of sitting. Hahaha! The casual shots were fun. We imitated Jongjong's trademark "Yes!" handsign. Only my class people would know what I mean. LOL! There was this clique stylish shots or something and I think I look really retarded in that. :x This makes up Thursday. :)

Friday. Slackest day of the week. Principal's talk for assembly. Ya, as usual, the A'levels. What more can she talk about? And they introduced this video taking thing, so that we will not talk during assembly when someone's addressing us, or we would be captured on video. -_- Sadly, the school failed. Cause throughout the one hour, there were loads of muttering and chit-chatting everywhere. No one cares. Hahaha.

School ended early! Chem remedial was done during ct lessons cus Jongjong had something to attend to. Went to lot-one for lunch with usual class people before coming home to nap till evening. Went for dinner, went to ahma house, tv-ed, homed and slept at 12mn. :)

Weather was super good today. Cool and windy. Heh. Slept till 10am. Did work, loads and loads of them. Tys questions, prelim papers. Tutorials. Managed to complete quite a whole load of them. :D Started slacking from 4plus till now. Going out for dinner soon I guess. Maybe a little more mugging studying tonight.

I hope I've sorted out my thoughts.

Yeah, my blog entries are all emo and depressing. Don't ask me why. I don't know. I can't help it but sound or look depressing. Don't ask me why again. Cause I would probably just get you to fuck off. I will not say anything.

Any kind souls who wishes to get me to study. Please remind me to study. Don't nag at me to study. Cause den again, yeah, just fuck off please.

Don't ask me what happened after reading this either. The reply would still be the same.

Just get off my back and leave me alone.

Monday blues was towards the end of the day. My mood kinda sucked during that time. :x I don't know why.

Have been sleeping at 11pm for the past few days even during weekends. Haha! (: My beauty sleep. But I was still quite tired today. Lessons was alright in general. I have to rely on myself for physics and gp already. I don't know what my teachers have been teaching. Stayed back for a really stupid physics remedial which totally ruined my mood after that for 2 whole hours. Sians!

I managed to sit through the whole of college day. Praise me please. I almost died-ed, so boring and warm. And I'm never someone who will be motivated by those awards and what-so-ever speeches made by top students or whatever it is. Haha. So it is acutally quite pointless for me to be present.

Met wen in the afternoon and headed down to Wheelock to collect my pathetic phone and at the same time to send my mum's phone for servicing. Thank goodness I could do both at the same time. Which means I need not queue for the service side. The collection counters were much faster. And they skipped many numbers in front of me. Heh. Probably those ppl went for lunch. I got like half a brand new phone caused they changed a brand new casing for me. :) And for those who haven't seen my N73 before, the mocca side of the casing is like so badly scratched, you wouldn't believe it's only 6months old. Yes, that's how bad it is. :x It fell and committed suicide a million times.

Back home now. Home alone. Parents went out to watch Harry Potter. Mum has free tickets and bro is out too, with his friends. Bah. This leaves me to take care of my own dinner and everything. I shall just settle it with a packet of maggie mee. My wallet is like emptied totally already. Yeah. See, a loner. :x Lol. I'm not in any mood to do any work. I'm so dead if I carry on this way. Tata.

School was hell? Kinda. It got better towards the end of the week, at least. But it's still not anywhere better yet. Brief summary for the week.

Went for training on Monday. Supposed to watch them train and stroke among ourselves. But sadly, coach wasn't able to make it for training. So me and yt took over. Hahahaha! Sounds fun right? Yes, it was. Did almost 1.5hours of physical training for the juniors. Just like how we used to train for the past 4years or so under our respective coaches. Yeah, they have to start from scratch. Some of them weren't very used to the intensive training. Have to seriously build up their stamina. Went home early for dinner. Rest.

Slacked lessons in school on tuesday. Gp, Maths and Physics tutorials. Went to town after school to service my pathetic phone. It's giving me loads of problems. And there were a hell lot of people at Wheelock. It was 107 and my number was 147. Estimated waiting time 70mins. I waited for almost 2hrs. Horrible. Almost died waiting. Den reached home at 7plus.

School again. How boring. Silent life during lessons. :x Headed for town with Angela, Jiaqi and Cheryl after school. Had lunch at Burger King and some funny conversations. Jiaqi is super lame and funny. Brightens up the day! (: They accompanied me to collect wendy's present before heading down to an art's shop for Cheryl to buy some stuffs. Hurried home. Nowhere to go. No intentions to shop either, and I was pretty tired. Reached home, napped for an hour, woke up, showered and went out. It was mummy's birthday. Went to clementi to get my knee treated first. It has been giving me problems again. Argh! It can't heel properly and I'm suppose to stay away from cold drinks always! :x Means my only liquid consumption is plain water prefably. Went for a simple dinner after that and reached home at 10pm.

Thursday. Bandaged knee, need not do PE. Hell yeah. I hate that super scoop game. Find it so redundant. Use-less. Not fun at all. Sat one side and watch the class play. 18 people, 2 canoe, 3 sick/injured. Left with 13. Such a small class, 2 teams vs each other. Haha. Sat through marathon tutorials after 930am. Couldn't take it during chem lecture, ended up falling asleep. And I cant stand that cmy's voice. So i decided to just switched off. After lessons, came home early to rest. Can't go anywhere being half handicapped, inconvenient.

Today. Assembly was like a wake up call for all J2s. :x Dennis Yeo and his lectures/talks. Hopefully I will start studying hard enough for my A's. Ct period was a little fun though. Haha it's good when jong2 is in a good mood. Makes everybody's life easier (: Went to lotone to get some notes binded after school. Litchie accompanied me home to borrow stuffs. Changed and went out. Talked and got nagged on the bus. :x Ya, I will. Dun worry.. She went home and I went to wm to collect some photos. Took a bus down to town. Bought stuffs and went home. Lol. I'm a loner.

Gotta go to school for some oh-my-freaking-god-damn-boring college day tmr. I think I will rot and mould in the hall. And it's going to be so warm! Hais. How unlucky of me! Need rest now. Dead tired. :x

Woke up at 7am just to play badminton this morning. Yeah, if I were suppose to wake up for school, I would probably over-sleep or not be present at all. Haha. The passion. :)

Met Huiqi and we went down to clementi stadium. Saw the rest there, and there were 3 botaks! Kenneth, Zhenhui and Gare Rern. Haha, they have really round heads, especially Kenneth. Damn cute! Haven't met them for a super long time already. Helped zk coach his primary school kids, doing front back footwork and stuffs. Gone were the days when we had to go through such stuffs. :x We don't even need to have a racket with us when training for them. LOL. Played some games as well. Lost contact almost totally. Didn't touched racket for 2 months. I havent got back my contact point yet though :( Could really feel that I am getting old without exercise, getting tired easily and everything, bad, so bad. Haha. Ended at 11plus. Got changed and went for brunch. Zk treated us to lunch. Ooo.. :) Ate and came home.

Slacked, showered and watched tv till I fell asleep. Just woke up at 5plus. Gotta do some work or else I will return to school without doing anything. :x Byebye.

Went to BPP for dinner with my mum and cousin. Bought some groceries before heading home. Yay! Finally going to touch my racket tmr. But my knee is not heeling well, it's aching again. Gee. =x

Anyway, pictures.

today is called the slackers day. only 2 official lessons. chem tutorial was to go through answers again. and we learnt sampling during maths lecture. total new subject. another statistics chapter. killing me more on the way. =x

spoke about grad night during assembly. 1st choice was shangri-la. but damn, due to cost budget. swissotel was chosen. sucks. doesn't have a nice entrance lah. i dont really like it. bah- whatever. and whats the difference between paying 100+ when we are already forking out 85 for swissotel. ok, i shall not rattle on. anyway our table is packed and confirmed :) yay!

ct lesson was slack too. settled loads of admin stuffs. suppose to think of what to put into our graduating certs and everything. and he let us off 30mins earlier, had nothing to do, so we self-entertained again. haha! before leaving school.

met yx at bpp, the rest were late. we had to roam around first before getting a place at cafe cartel and waiting for the late ladies. haha. yx came and we waited till 2plus before ordering our food. wanted to wait for wen, but the last order for lunch was 230pm. and we were all hungry souls already. had our share first. wen had hers after she reached. we took spastic videos. ok, i was the culprit in making them spastic, and had a fair share of laughter. and i fought with the loaves of bread there too. yx and litch were happily laughing their asses off. :x poor me. i got bullied by them. awhile after eeen arrived at 4plus, we left for her house to slack. played old maid and poker. wanted to play monopoly and scrabble but failed. and i fiddled with her keyboard. damn, i miss piano. such a waste stopping at grade5. and i cant rmb a single thing for nuts. -_- slacked around, waited for eeen to have her dinner before we went down to enjoy the breeze and chat. something(s) unpleasant happened during our short stay there. sighs. shall not talk about it anymore.

came home and i'm online now. i miss daddy. he's finally coming back on mon :D haha and mummy bought like 2/3 LV bags. gosh! which means i get to share with her! HOHOHO! anyway, time for some rest. i'm almost dying of exhaustion this whole week. mentally draining out all my energy.

Geminis- It's certainly a busy time, but you seem to be under the weather, or at least in danger of succumbing to emotional stress. You may not see eye to eye with one particular colleague. The handy astrological advice: relax and see to it that you have sufficient time to yourself.

Sometimes its hard not to believe such stuffs. Maybe it's true and it's not wrong to consult it once in awhile. I'm tired.

Played something called the super scoop during PE today. It was such a boring game, or to me it was at least. =/ Something like basketball or handball would be more fun, to me. Anyway, the sun was really hot. And we had 1 round around the track as warm up. -_- I haven't run for like 1 month plus. I should feel guilty.

Had slack lessons all the way. Maths tutorial. Chem tutorial and lecture. We were having a little bit of fun during Maths tutorial. And Ms Lee commented that, no wonder we did so well in Maths, being one of the best value-added class. Reason being cause we were enjoying ourselves during Maths lessons. Maybe all teachers should see this. Haha. Well, it's not scientifically proven anyway.

Went to Lot1 for lunch after lessons. Killed time, crapped and ate at Short Mary Bronze ( insider's joke ) Haha!! Cheryl got tricked totally. After that, left for some entertainment time again. Till it was time for me to go for my checkup. Took train with darrell cp and wen. Waited at Buona Vista for the shuttle bus to NUH for freaking long. Zzz. And I was late for my appointment.

Anyway, seems as those my nose area is swollen again. Ahhh! Purely scientific terms, you wouldn't understand anyway. Yup, but in layman terms.. The situation is not very good. I have to increase my nose spray to twice a week and see how it goes. And I must control my allergy to Dust mites and paper mites. Which means, the number 1 thing i have to get rid of in my room is this..

school was alright today. lessons were as slack as usual. gp, needless to say. we had some self-entertainment as usual. =p i almost fell asleep again during chemistry lesson.1.5hours of going through those mcq questions. could just die almost immediately. luckily i survived through. had to suffer for another 2hours for econs remedial and lecture. =x

met dory after school. headed down to town to meet meow and deedee. they owed us a meal! :) since promos last year. went for the sakae sushi buffet. eat till my stomach almost burst. gosh! she made me eat her money's worthwhile. i had 6handrolls. :D they are nice! and we caught up with each other after half a year. had loads of funny and crappy times. like we will be expecting a tsunami on 13july caused by our very own meow meow. LOL. we walked around to digest the food first. before i went home with dory first. see, we are good students.

tried and attempted my maths tutorial. did till question 6 before i gave up and went to sleep. haha.

blog blog blog. im in school now. gp is freaking boringgggg. zzz. everyone's at somewhere they shouldn't be. LOL

anyway, woke up at 9am yesterday. went to meet ooyunyun. yeah. late again, so is she. took a bus to clementi to develop photos. and the photos took freaking long to load, duno why. sians. we almost died-ed and the weather was freaking hot. ended up after settling the photos, we went to wheelock place by cab. to collect her preciousss phone. haha. and we waited like freaking long! =x went to crumpler to buy my mini pouch for my mp3. hehe. worth the cost anyway. can use it together with my bag. was late in meeting sm again. everything pushes back.. so ran out and cabbed back to je. was late. wen and angela reached already also. =x

took a train down to marina. heh kbox-ing session! ooo..went to eat at carls jr. the portion is super big. zz. wasted my fries and a little of my burger. haha. slacked and chatted. moved on to kbox at marina.. cause we went under k student. couldnt order alcoholic drinks. zz sang our lungs out, did stupid stuffs. bascially enjoyed. =D all the way till 6 before leaving. and we were late in meeting 7788 =x walked to esplanade's bus stop and took 106. didnt think of the jam along orchard, and we reached clementi at almost 7plus. ended up cabbing down to wm cause we were like super duper late. met yx litch and eeen at mos. chatted and had snacks.. wasn't really hungry. and so it was an good talk after not meeting each other for almost a month. they are still the friends closest to me. and that i treasure the most. :) and it was nice talking to them and hearing their advices though it may be the most straight-forward advice, and things you wished you would never ever hear. afterall, they are the ones who know us the best. we couldnt stop talking all the way till 11pm, before my mum chased me home. ended abruptly and went home.

went home, showered and slacked on the bed. was messaging when we decided to conference. none of us was able to fall asleep though it was already 1am. not used to sleeping early i guess. so we chatted again. haven't conferenced for like a super long time le. =x we chatted over loads of nonsensical topics. eeen pangseh-ed us halfway. she jus went silent and we knew she must have fallen asleep, so it was left with me yx and litch. had school the next day so we slept at 430am.

woke up like a walking zombie this morning. school jus started, thank goodness. couldn't pay attention during lessons. it was the results anyway. purely screwed. lost the momentum to study. =/ don't ask me why. i'm bothered too. had nothing to do afer school, so me darrell cp jq litch and cheryl went for lunch at je, followed by a slacking session at macs till 4plus before heading for home. zonked out for awhile on the sofa. couldn't really take it anymore. slept at 11plus after dilly-dallying around. zz.